Reason to Hope
I have reason to Hope. God is in control, even though I do not understand what is going on, or the why. I am choosing to accept that He has a plan for me. Today, I have recieved a phone call from a police officer stating that my wife, whom I am not fully divorce yet from doesn’t want to talk to me yet again.
All I have done is open my hand and heart to someone who has the choice to talk to me or not. I will honor the request, but I will be asking for some things in return.
She can have the divorce, if she wishes, but she will lose what she considers to be the most precious of what she loves if she does.
I only want what is best for her, I wish her well and I still hold out my hand upright and open.
The rest I leave up to the Creator of us both.
Whatever You’re Doing (Something Heavenly) – Sanctus Real
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My Decision
I have made a decision, and God Willing, he will enable me to see it through to its completion. It does involve the woman I am still currently married to. I don’t know if she even reads this, but I am publically making it know that I am going to pursue her heart.
I ask the One who made us both to help me through this very path and help me say “yes” where I need to say “yes” and “no” where I need to say “no”.
In Jesus name, Amen.